malay cinderella

...geRimis LiCin...

2012-01-25T06:26:00.003+08:00

to UNDERSTAND a little

is better than

to MISUNDERSTAND a lot

...biar kasihMu selimutinya...

2012-01-12T01:43:00.000+08:00

kau
terbaik yang kan pernah ada
terbaik yang telah pernah singgah walau sesaat

ku sadari dirimu kini berada bersama dia
mengikat sebuah janji CINTA yang tak kuduga

walau ketulusanku satu
hatiku hanya untuk dirimu, hanya mampu untukmu

ini keputusanku 'tuk lepaskanmu

Tuhan, ku bersyukur walau nafasku habis untuknya

oh waktu, ijinkan aku untuk melihatnya
oh walau sekali saja
walau CINTA bukan dia, biarkan kujanjikan semua untuknya

Tuhan, ku berdoa biar kasihMu selimutinya

kau
terbaik yang kan pernah ada
terbaik yang telah pernah singgah

...haLizaLinTaR...

2012-01-09T10:00:00.000+08:00

angin menjejak petir

...LaiN muLuT LaiN kaTa LaiN raSa LaiN biCaRa...

2012-01-07T15:07:00.004+08:00

ini bukan lagu CINTA
lagu ini aku tujukan khas untuk orang-orang yang seperti aku
kamu tahu siapa kamu
tak perlu lagi risau
tak perlulah lagi malu-malu
dengarkan lagu ini...semoga terhibur!!!

hitam manis hitam manis
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu pandang tak jemu
yang hitam manis pandang tak jemu

tak perlu lebih gula
tak perlu lagi perisa untuk menambahkan rasa semulajadi
sejak dari mula
ramai yang tergoda
ada yang jatuh CINTA
ada juga yang jadi cemburu buta hanya kerana warna
ada yang kata unik
ada juga yang kritik
walaupun sudah terbukti secara saintifik
lihat saja statistik
hitam itu menawan hitam itu klasik
tak perlu jadi da bomb kau memang menarik
tak usah main tali hulur tarik hulur tarik
bisik-bisik membisik
katakan saja di depan mata
kenapa mesti malu
kenapa ragu-ragu
katakan saja padaku
aku akan setuju
aku mahu kalau kau tahu
tapi kalau kau tak mahu
aku pun tak akan merasa sedih dan pilu
kerna ku tahu...

AKU...

hitam manis hitam manis
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu pandang tak jemu
yang hitam manis pandang tak jemu

10 budak hitam main di tepi jalan, satu kena langgar tinggal SEMBILAN!!!

9 budak hitam main di dalam hutan, satu sesat jalan tinggallah LAPAN!!!

8 budak hitam mainlah kejar-kejar, satu jatuh tersungkur tinggallah TUJUH!!!

7 budak hitam mainlah selam-selam, satu lemas dalam kolam tinggallah ENAM!!!

6 budak hitam main di tepi paya, satu jatuh dalam paya tinggallah LIMA!!!

5 budak hitam mainlah lompat-lompat, satu tak sempat lompat tinggallah EMPAT!!!

4 budak hitam mainlah kira-kira, satu tak tahu kira tinggallah TIGA!!!

3 budak hitam ingin jadi rappers Melayu, dua tak cukup hitam tinggallah SATU!!!

SALAH!!!

Habis Tu?!!

tinggal AKU...

hitam manis hitam manis
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu pandang tak jemu
yang hitam manis
pandang tak jemu

jangan sekali kau hina manusia sepertiku
biarlah buruk di mata orang asal tidak di mata kamu
jangan dipaksa jangan memaksa
lain mulut lain kata lain rasa lain bicara
tak perlu saing-bersaing
tak perlu juga banding-membanding
ini pilihan masing-masing
walaupun rambut sama hitam hati tetap lain-lain

LiFe is eaSy wHen yoU...

2011-12-26T13:18:00.001+08:00

learn to accept LOST...

learn to say NO...

learn to put a STOP...

...paSspoRT...

2011-11-06T00:44:00.003+08:00

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

dareka ga ko ossori

someone secretly

komichi ni ko no mi uzumete

bury a berry in the side road and...

chiisana me haetara himitsu no ango

when a small sprout grows, the secret code

mori e no pasupooto

is the PASSPORT to the forest

sutekina bouken hajimaru

a wonderful journey will begin

tonari no totoro totoro!

my neighbour totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

mori no naka ni mukashi kara sunderu

living in the forest since the past

tonari no totoro totoro!

my neighbour totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

kodomo no toki ni dake anata ni otozureru

it visits you only when you are a kid

fushigina de aa ii

a very mysterious meeting

ame furi basu tei

raining at the bus stop

zubunure obake ga itara

if there's a drenched ghost

anata no amagasa sashite agemasho

let him be under your umbrella

mori e no pasupooto

the PASSPORT to the forest

mahou no tobira akimasu

the magical door will open

tonari no totoro totoro!

my neighbour totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

tsukiyo no ban ni okarina fuiteru

it blows upon its ocarina on the night if the moon

tonari no totoro totoro!

my neighbour totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

moshimo aeta nara sutekina shiawase ga

if you ever meet him, a wonderful happiness will...

anata ni kuruwa

will come to you

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

mori no naka ni mukashi kara sunderu

living in the forest since the past

tonari no totoro totoro!

my neighbour totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

kodomo no toki ni dake anata ni otozureru

it visits you only when you are a kid

fushigina de aa ii

a very mysterious meeting

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

totoro totoro!

...uNruLed...

2011-10-28T08:20:00.000+08:00

di kala ku sunyi
dibuai rindu pada kamu
kukenangi
keIKHLASan yang terindah dari jiwa
untuk kuteruskan
mimpi-mimpi dalam hati

oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
kuhargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa
anugerah hidup paling ku abadi
inilah inspirasi bagiku

di kala hatiku di badai sendu
kutercari
sinar itu di matamu yang menyerikan hariku
tanpa kamu teman ku tiada kekuatan

oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
kuhargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa
anugerah hidup paling ku abadi
inilah inspirasi bagiku

betapa hidup berubah setelah sekian lama
payah bertukar jadi bahagia

oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
kuhargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa
anugerah hidup paling ku abadi
inilah inspirasi bagiku

oh pengorbanan tanpa keluhan
kuhargai ke akhir hayatku ini
kau teristimewa
anugerah hidup paling ku abadi
inilah inspirasi bagiku

inilah inspirasi...
bagiku...

...seNgaT seJati...

2011-10-27T00:34:00.004+08:00

Sunyi di hati ku
Bila bunga di petik orang di taman
Walaupun ku jaga dan ku siram
Ku jaga kembangnya

Sang kumbang merana
Tiada bunga
Bunganya tiada dua
Moga ia kembali ke asalnya
Yang masih menanti

Tiada ku lupa kemesraan, kejujuranmu itu
Tapi mengapa kau berubah
Tak seperti dulu
Aku tersiksa diri merana
Kerana dikau wahai bungaku
Lupakan dia kekasih baru
Yang kau tak kenal isi hatinya
Aku mengharapkan kembalilah
Wahai kau bunga jangan pergi

Ku tetap menunggu merinduimu
Walaupun di balik AWAN
Jangan rosakkan hati ini
Yang suci abadi

Tiada ku lupa kemesraan, kejujuranmu itu
Tapi mengapa kau berubah
Tak seperti dulu
Aku tersiksa diri merana
Kerana dikau wahai bungaku
Lupakan dia kekasih baru
Yang kau tak kenal isi hatinya
Aku mengharapkan kembalilah
Wahai kau bunga jangan pergi

Ku tetap menunggu merinduimu
Walaupun di balik AWAN
Jangan rosakkan hati ini
Yang suci abadi

...eSakKu...

2011-10-23T11:26:00.001+08:00

you couldn't say

needed someone new

you actually thought

deep inside i knew

can you tell me

how can you say

why this should suffice

you passed me by

and your heart's as cold as ice

(you passed me by)

did you see me CRY

(did you ask yourself why)

did you see me CRY

(did you ask yourself how)

can you hear me CRY

(did you ask yourself)

will we ever grow apart

you couldn't say

needed someone new

and you actually thought

deep inside i knew

i wonder where we will go

will we be the same

(you passed me by)

i laugh inside i think of you

and the LOVE we made

(you passed me by)

tell me why

this should suffice

i hold you through the night

now will i let it go

soon i'll let it go

can you hear me CRY

(will you ask yourself why)

can you hear me CRY

(will you ask yourself how)

can you hear me CRY

(will you ask yourself)

will we ever grow apart

you, i'll stand by your side

i'll be there for you

(you passed me by)

you, i'll stand by your side

please just do me right

(you passed me by)

you, i'll stand by your side

i'll be there for you

...FiLara...

2011-10-14T10:49:00.001+08:00

dodeche ar suga obso

namjadurui maum

wonhar ten onjego

da juni ije tonande

ironjog choum irago

nonun thugbyorhadanun

gu marur midosso

negen hengbogiosso

marur haji guresso

nega shirhojyoda go

nunchiga obnun nan

nur bochegiman hesso

norur yoghamyonsodo

manhi guri urgoya

sarangi jonbuin

nanun yojainika

modungor swibge da jumyon

gumbang shirhjungnenunge

namjara durosso

thollin mar gathjin anha

dashinun sogji anhuri

maum mogo bojiman

todashi sarange

munojinunge yoja ya

marur haji guresso

nega shirhojyoda go

nunchiga obnun nan

nur bochegiman hesso

norur yoghamyonsodo

manihi guri urgoya

sarangi jonbuin

nanun yojainika

onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago

noboda johun sarammannagir barandago

nodo darun namjarang togathe

nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego

sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho

naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage

jar sarmyon otohge

guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge

nan irohge himdunde

himduro juggenunde

ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

sarangur wihesoramyon

modun da har su inun

yojaui chaghan bonnungur

iyong hajinun marajwo

hanyojaro theona

sarangbadgo sanunge

iruhge himdurgo

oryourjur mollasso

norur yoghamyonsodo

manihi guri urgoya

sarangi jonbuin

nanun yojainika

norur yoghamyonsodo

manihi guri urgoya

sarangi jonbuin

nanun yojainika

----------------------------------------------------------------------

i just can't understand the ways

of all the men & their mistakes

you give them all your heart

and then they rip it all away

you told me how much you loved me

and how our LOVE was meant to be

and i believed in you

i thought that you would set me free

you should've just told me the truth

that i wasn't the girl for you

still i didn't have a clue

so my heart depended on you

although i'll say 'i hate you' now

though i'll shout and curse you out

i'll always have LOVE for you

because i am a girl

been told a man will leave you cold, get sick of you & bored

i know that it's no lie

i gave my all

still i just cry

never again will i be fooled

to give my all when nothing's true

i won't be played again

but i will fall in LOVE again

you should've just told me the truth

that i wasn't the girl for you

still i didn't have a clue

so my heart depended on you

although i'll say 'i hate you' now

though i'll shout and curse you out

i'll always have LOVE for you

because i am a girl

i loved you so

now you leave me in the cold

how could this be?

i thought that you'd only love me

into the night, i'll pray that you're alright

you hurt me so i just can't let you go

you took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love

now i'm the only one in pain

will you please take it all away

never thought born being a girl

how i can love you & be burned

now i will build a wall

to never get torn again

although i'll say 'i hate you' now

though i'll shout and curse you out

i'll always have LOVE for you

because i am a girl

although i'll say 'i hate you' now

though i'll shout and curse you out

i'll always have LOVE for you

because i am a girl

...aWaNGiN...

2011-10-13T01:34:00.000+08:00

kami wo hodoita

kimi no shigusa ga

naite iru youde

mune ga sawagu yo

furi kaeru no wa

owari ni shiyou

hoka no dare demo naku

konya kimi wa boku no mono

samishii kimochi

kakushite warau

tsuyogaru kimi kara

me ga hanasenai

kinou jaanakute

ashita jaanakute

kaeshitakunai kara

konya kimi wa boku no mono

odori dasu machi ni

futari no ima wo

sagashii tsuzukete

hashaida ano hi

sayounara iu yo

utsuro na koi ni

itsuma demo hanasenai

konya kimi wa boku no mono

hashiri dasu machi de

futari no ashita

yume ni egaite

mitsuke ta yo ake

afureru omo ii

osae kirei na ii

shiawase na ketsu matsu

kitto mitsuke ru

ima nara iie ru

sunao ni nare ru

ITSUMA DEMO AISHITERU

konya kimi wa boku no mono

baby, you're mine~~~

----------------------------------------------------

the sight of you with your hair down

as you seem to be crying, stirs my heart

let's put an end to looking back

there's no one else

tonight, YOU'RE MINE

hiding the loneliness and laughing

i can't take my eyes off of you, acting so tough

not yesterday

not tomorrow

i don't want to give you back, so

tonight, YOU'RE MINE

in the street where we started dancing

on that day, we searched like mad for our "now"

say goodbye to empty passion

i'll never let you go

tonight, YOU'RE MINE

in the street where we started running

we found the dawning of our tomorrow

drawn in a dream

i can't count these overflowing feelings

surely we'll find A HAPPY ENDING

now, i can say it

i can be honest

I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER

tonight, YOU'RE MINE

baby, you're mine~~~

...dare wo omotterundarou?!!...

2011-10-10T18:37:00.003+08:00

saigo no kisuwa tabako no flavor ga shita

nigakute setsunai kaori

ashita no imagoro ni wa

anata wa doko ni irundarou

dare wo omotterundarou

YOU are always gonna be MY LOVE

itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo

i'll remember to LOVE

you taught me how

YOU are always gonna be THE ONE

ima wa mada kanashii LOVE song

atarashii uta utaeru made

tachidomaru jikan ga

ugokida sotto shitteru

wasuretakunai koto bakari yo

ashita no imagoro ni wa

watashi wa kitto naiteru

anata wo omotterundarou

YOU will always be INSIDE MY HEART

itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara

i hope that i have a place in your heart too

now & forever you are still the one

ima wa mada kanashii LOVE song

atarashii uta utaeru made

YOU are always gonna be MY LOVE

itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo

i'll remember to LOVE

you taught me how

YOU are always gonna be THE ONE

mada kanashii LOVE song

now & forever ever
----------------------------------------------------------------------------
our last kiss tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

YOU are always gonna be MY LOVE
even if i fall in love with someone once again
i'll remember to LOVE
you taught me how
YOU are always gonna be THE ONE
it's still a sad LOVE song
until i can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there are many things that i don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
i will probably be crying
i will probably be thinking about you

YOU will always be INSIDE MY HEART
you will always have your own place
i hope that i have a place in your heart too
now & forever you are still the one
it's still a sad LOVE song
until i can sing a new song

YOU are always gonna be MY LOVE
even if i fall in love with someone once again
i'll remember to LOVE
you taught me how
YOU are always gonna be THE ONE
it's still a sad LOVE song
until i can sing a new song
now & forever ever
-------------------------------------------------------------------
once in a while
YOU are IN MY MIND
i think about the days that we had
and i dream that these would all come back to me

if only you knew
every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart
just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more

YOU will always gonna be THE ONE
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh, don't say no

YOU will always gonna be THE ONE IN MY LIFE
so true
i believe i can never find somebody like you
MY FIRST LOVE

once in a while
YOU are IN MY DREAMS
i can feel the warmth of your embrace
and i pray that it will all come back to me

if only you knew
every moment in time
nothing goes on in my heart
just like your memories
how i long here to be with you once more

YOU will always gonna be THE ONE
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
please don't say no

now & forever
YOU are still THE ONE IN MY HEART
so true
i believe i can never find somebody like you
MY FIRST LOVE

YOU will always gonna be THE ONE
and you should know
how i wish i could have never let you go
come into my life again
oh, don't say no

YOU will always gonna be THE ONE
so true
i believe i can never find
now & forever ever

...sunsets are wonderFuL...

2011-10-08T12:16:00.001+08:00

when you're feeling very,very,very sad...

how such a thing could be so important is

because what is most important is INVISIBLE

...terTusuk seGan...

2011-10-05T16:32:00.000+08:00

marcapada = dunia sekarang ini

...hiLanG di balik buKit...

2011-09-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

tangisan angin diseka awan

alhamdulillah - cabaran manis

...setiaP ada kAmu...

2011-09-28T00:54:00.001+08:00

umpama MAWAR yang sedang mekar

...selepas hujan...

...begitulah...

...lumrahNya...

...tertawa,kecewa,terpisah...

...bukan permainan belaka...

...perCayaLah...

2011-09-18T14:18:00.001+08:00

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dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu

JANGAN CAKAP TAK BOLEH

...makmur - diri...

2011-09-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

...cLoud tReE...

2011-09-12T01:15:00.001+08:00

[19:96] Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, kelak Allah Yang Maha Pemurah akan menanamkan dalam hati mereka rasa kasih sayang

...tak perLu marah-marah pada dunia...

2011-09-07T06:08:00.004+08:00

Hari Raya lambat lagi
hatiku terasa rindu
ku terbayang warna-warni
baju kurung dan baju melayu

aroma enak di dapur
melambai padaku
untukku tambah pada pinggan
berbalang-balang kuih
yang keras aku buat
namun ku tahu kau tetap akan makan

paling penting pada Hari Raya
kita takkan bergaduh
kau simpan egomu
ku simpan egoku

jika hari-hari Hari Raya
pasti kita akan lebih bahagia
tak perlu marah-marah pada dunia
jika hari-hari Hari Raya

Hari Raya belum sampai
dan kita baru saja bergaduh
cukup sukar nak berdamai
memang mudah untuk buat bodoh

beraneka e-kad raya
melambai padaku
untuk ku isi dan hantarkan
dan di antaranya ada satu untukmu
kau buat ku marah jadi ku batalkan

hari-hari bukan Hari Raya
kita asyik bergaduh
kau tayang egomu
ku tayang egoku

jika hari-hari Hari Raya
pasti kita kan lebih bahagia
tak perlu marah-marah pada dunia
jika hari-hari Hari Raya

jika hari-hari Hari Raya
pasti kita kan lebih bahagia
tak perlu marah-marah pada dunia
jika hari-hari Hari Raya

jika hari-hari Hari Raya

...toLak dan taRik...

2011-08-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

akulah penolak

akulah penarik

aku pelaksana

memberi amaran dan memberi harapan

insyaAllah

...kubu LanGit kelabuku...

2011-08-27T04:52:00.005+08:00

pagi biarku sendiri

jangan kau mendekat

wahai matahari

dingin hati yang bersedih

tak begitu tenang

mulai terabaikan

hari yang cerah untuk jiwa yang sepi

begitu terang untuk cinta yang mati

ahh...ku coba bertahan dan tak bisa

kubu langit kelabuku

tak begitu luas

seperti memudar

kini tak terulang lagi

di hari yang cerah dia telah pergi

hari yang cerah untuk jiwa yang sepi

ahh...ku coba bertahan dan tak bisa
ahh...mencoba melawan ku lepas

hari yang cerah untuk jiwa yang sepi
begitu terang untuk cinta yang mati

ahh...ku coba bertahan dan tak bisa
ahh...mencoba melawan ku lepas

semua telah hilang
semua telah

...seLamatkah kita di tanGan Tuhan-Tuhan itu?!!

2011-08-20T08:55:00.000+08:00

Anak-anak kitakah yang berlari telanjang
Di bawah mentari sumbing
Sambil bernyanyi lagu
Ketakutan hari-hari ini

Anak-anak kitakah yang memikul beban
Kesilapan kita
Hingga dia tak kenal
Budaya canggung bangsa sendiri

Selamatkan anak kita
Dari padang jerangkap samar
Selamatkan anak kita
Orde baru politikus usang

Anak-anak kitakah yang bermain
Di hutan belukar
Dengan senapang kayu ubi
Cambah tak kenal bahaya

Anak-anak kitakah yang tak tahu nak pulang
Bila petang
kerana terlalu sibuk main lastik
Dan berpistolan
Pistol-pistolan

Jaga-jaga anak kita
Jangan sampai jadi hamba
Jaga-jaga anak kita
Kita ini orang merdeka

Panggillah mereka pulang
Ayah nak ajar
Tentang kurang ajar
Jadi mereka takkan sendiri lagi

Panggillah mereka pulang
Ayah nak ajar
Tentang kurang ajar
Jadi mereka takkan dimomok lagi

Fikir
Selamatkah kita di tangan tukang karut itu
Fikir
Selamatkah kita di tangan dalang wayang itu
Fikir
Selamatkah kita di tangan ahli koporat itu
Fikir
Selamatkah kita di tangan doktor jiwa itu
Fikir
Selamatkah kita di tangan pakar kitab itu
Fikir
Selamatkah kita di tangan Tuhan-Tuhan itu

...don't burn bridges...

2011-08-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

...the miracle law of Give & tAke...

...kLasik...

2011-08-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

...wakTu aku...

2011-08-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

di keheninGan pAgi indah

...bAyu...

2011-08-05T09:35:00.000+08:00

...syukur itu sandar diganjar melimpah...

...we?!!...

2011-07-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

never... (The Mechanic)

...tELiti...

2011-07-31T00:19:00.001+08:00

apabila kita tidak dapat apa yang kita sukai,

kita sukailah apa yang kita dapat

...tapi yanG Lebih baik banyak...

2011-07-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

If you can't always tell the TRUTH,

then don't LIE.

...sabarku senyap semuLa...

2011-07-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi

kita pasti pernah
dapatkan cobaan yang berat
seakan hidup ini
tak ada artinya lagi

syukuri apa yang ada
hidup adalah anugerah
tetap jalani hidup ini
melakukan yang terbaik

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi

syukuri apa yang ada
hidup adalah anugerah
tetap jalani hidup ini
melakukan yang terbaik

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
kebesaran dan kuasaNya
bagi hambaNya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa

syukuri apa yang ada
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah

jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah
jangan menyerah

syukuri apa yang ada
hidup adalah anugerah
tetap jalani hidup ini
melakukan yang terbaik

Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
kebesaran dan kuasaNya
bagi hambaNya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa
dan tak kenal putus asa

...bAhaGia...

2011-07-08T08:37:00.000+08:00

mahukah engkau mengerti

harapan serupa mimpi

ianya dapat terjadi

atau hilang tak berganti

...angerGuiltfree = sensuAm...

2011-07-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

I said it...I said it...I said it 'cause I can~~~

...pure LovE...

2011-07-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

happens when bestgirlfriend meet and don't talk

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a sincere gift from Allah

...indahnya aLam...

2011-07-02T21:14:00.002+08:00

ada pokok - ada angin

- ada awan - ada sungai - ada bukit -

ada bunga - ada pelangi

alhamdulillahi rabbil 'alamin
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the very fact that you worry about being
KIND
means that you already are

insyaAllah

...kaKu terPaku...

2011-07-02T02:47:00.000+08:00

darling teefa tagged me...yeay...yeay...here goes...

The Rules: Put your music library on 'Shuffle'. For each question, press the 'Next' button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time, they seem to work, though, strangely enough. OK, go! When you're done, tag 20 people. The answer to Question No 20 will become your entry title...

1. If someone says, "Is this OK?", you say:
Distance Too Far - Bittersweet

2. How would you describe yourself?
You Don't Have To Be So Nice - Couple

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Air Mata - Dewa 19

4. How do you feel today?
Yang Terdalam - Peterpan

5. What is your life's purpose?
Remember Yesterday - The Official

6. What's your motto?
Sempurna - Andra and The Backbone

7. What do your friends think of you?
Permysuri - OAG

8. What do you think of your parents?
Assalamualaikum - Malique

9. What do you think about very often?
Salut - Spider

10. What is 2+2?
Orang Timur - A.C.A.B.

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?
A.E.I.O.U. - Ahli Fiqir feat. Elliza

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Hilang Jua - Diary

13. What is your life story?
Tulus - Radja

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Apa-apa Saja - Aboi

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Chocolate Syrup - Estranged

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Chemistry (Between Us) - Butterfingers

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Akhirnya - Apple Juice

18. What is your biggest fear?
Khabar Buat Ibu - Alleycats

19. What is your biggest secret?
Cinta Sejati - Sixth Sense

20. What will you post this as?
Kaku Terpaku - Coco

isn't this fun?!! awesome laa...hahahaha...
i want to tag - tadelaa sampai 20 ppl...

i tag Bearbear, Faiz, Ajee, Arni, Zarith, Nadh, Yulie, Farah, Yus, Erin, Kak Amalia, Shon, Intan, Shue, Mirza, Cipah, Azie, Etai, Adiba, Ayu - ehh, cukup 20 sahabats laa rupenye...

silelahhh bertungkus-lumus bile berkelapangan OK... thanks :) :) :)

...mEnGaLir...

2011-06-30T08:19:00.000+08:00

tanggungjawab berliku setiap yang hidup keranaNya

...paiNfuLLy hOnesT...

2011-06-26T19:42:00.005+08:00

is to find those WHITE keys...

after all, a piano does not suppose to have
only BLACK keys
: for sharps and flats

...eh,dia BYE-BYE lah...

2011-06-25T19:33:00.002+08:00

me BYE-BYE too

mane boleh marah
marah siapa sebenarnya, siapa marah sebenarnya

sisi kebaikan atas semua

insyaAllah

...buat BAIK berpada-pada...

2011-06-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

buat JAHAT sekali-sekala

...nOk nusuk bOwOh mejO...

2011-06-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

kenapa anda kenali saya?

amanah pemUdah urusAn...alhamdulillah :) :) :)

...meRendah...

2011-06-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

apabila meninggi mengalpakan

Ya Allah! Tetapkanlah punca hidup kami sekadar cukup untuk keperluan.

...[4:99]...

2011-06-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

ditching silly concerns is like throwing money when you're in a sinking ship

you jump, i jump, remember?!!

...aLiza, do you want to close the door?!!

2011-06-09T08:47:00.003+08:00

me: ohh, it's ok, TOM...

(in my heart: it's not that i did anything wrong - it is i've been wronged - again)

it lasted about 10 minutes - the most...

I signed the papers...

TOM: Wuu...nice pen you've got...

Then, TOM shed his tears...

I don't buy that(fake emotion) - anymore...

I smiled feeling satisfied...

TOM: Thank you very much...

I don't buy that(thank you) too...

And, I walked out of the door(which I didn't close)...

-THE END-

...niLai Lemah...

2011-05-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

sungguhlah lemah kerana masih belum cukup lemah untuk mengiyakan kelemahan

...poKoK...

2011-05-22T00:31:00.004+08:00

Tersesat malu bertanya
Tak tahu tak tahu kemana
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Ku terdiam

Menyusur di kaki lima
Terlihat bayang wajah kelmarin
Tersentuh hati bagai luruh
Tanya sama poKoK apa sebab goyang
Jawab angin yang goncang

Terbang burung terbang
Patah sayap diduga
Seandainya rebah
Kau masih ada

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh
Tanya sama poKoK apa sebab goyang
Jawab angin yang goncang

Terbang burung terbang
Patah sayap diduga
Seandainya rebah
Kau masih ada

Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na naaaa

Na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na naaaa

Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada
Kau masih ada woooo

Terlalu mahu dan mahu
Terlupa apa yang perlu
Terlalu banyak alasannya
Duk terdiam

Tak mudah namun tak susah
Terserah atas pilihan
Tersentuh hati mula luruh
Tanya sama poKoK

...rEdup...

2011-05-20T09:01:00.000+08:00

mekar bila dekat padaNya

bumi ni panas & makin panas & makin panas & makin panas...astaghfirullah hal 'azim

...it's a LonG road...

2011-05-07T20:53:00.001+08:00

...hEro...

...when I say I am diffeRent...

2011-04-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

...I really mean wHat I say...

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lihatlah pada sehelai daun...

berikan saya sehelai lagi daun yang serupa...

Allahuakbar
...pasti TIDAK akan wujud dua helai daun yang serupa...

...dunia pada tanGan...

2011-04-29T09:03:00.000+08:00

...tidak pada hAti...

...eniGma...

2011-04-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

...i am just pLain lucky...

sembilan puLuh tiGa peratus...yeay!!!

...no KERANAs...

2011-04-23T13:13:00.002+08:00

once you accepted HAKIKAT

...aHead...

2011-04-21T08:12:00.000+08:00

...then i WILL...and i DO...

insyaAllah

...si merah...

2011-04-19T05:43:00.005+08:00

jika majoriti manusia mengatakan
PUTIH itu HITAM dan HITAM itu PUTIH,

maka akan HITAMlah yang PUTIH

dan akan PUTIHlah yang HITAM

(Anas K. Hadimaja)

...28 on 18...

2011-04-18T08:18:00.000+08:00

...masih pantaskah sujudku padaMu...

...blessed with LOVING family and friends...

...alhamdulillah...

...terime kasih atas ingatan ucap selamat dunia dan akhirat...insyaAllah...

...Maha Suci Allah, Engkaulah sebaik-baik Pelindung hidup dan matiku...aminn...

...aKuarium...

2011-04-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

manusia tidak memiliki apa-apa daripadaNya

...suluh-suluh...

2011-04-13T11:36:00.000+08:00

***berjual beli setiap ketika***

...daikon vongole...

2011-04-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

siramlah banyak air

2011-04-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

kaulah paling paling ASING

pada yang

kau paling paling KENAL

...we can't all be StArs...

2011-04-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

but we can always twinkle ***

...huruf A...

2011-04-01T22:31:00.001+08:00

ada dalam rumah,

bukan dalam bilik,

tetapi dalam air

...i look UP as i walk...

2011-04-01T00:37:00.005+08:00

ue wo muite arukou
i look up as i walk
namida ga kobore nai you ni
so that the tears won't fall
omoidasu haru no hi
remembering those spring days
hitori botchino yoru
but i am all alone tonight

ue wo muite arukou
i look up as i walk
nijinda hoshi o kazoete
counting the stars with tearful eyes
omoidasu natsu no hi
remembering those summer days
hitori botchino yoru
but i am all alone tonight

shiawase wa kumo no ue ni
happiness lies beyond the clouds
shiawase wa sora no ue ni
happiness lies up above the sky

ue wo muite arukou
i look up as i walk
namida ga kobore nai you ni
so that the tears won't fall
nakina ga ra aruku
though the tears well up as i walk
hitori botchino yoru
for i am all alone tonight

omoidasu aki no hi
remembering those autumn days
hitori botchino yoru
but i am all alone tonight

kanashimi wa hoshi no kage ni
sadness lies in the shadows of the stars
kanashimi wa tsuki no kage ni
sadness lurks in the shadow of the moon

ue wo muite arukou
i look up as i walk
namida ga kobore nai you ni
so that the tears won't fall
nakina ga ra aruku
though the tears well up as i walk
hitori botchino yoru
for i am all alone tonight

...peSona pronoia...

2011-03-31T04:19:00.003+08:00

let LOVE lead...

and so, i'll always be

HFNR (h.a.p.p.y-f.o.r-NO-r.e.a.s.o.n)

yeay...
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"Dul Dul" was the name of Rasulullah s.a.w.'s favourite donkey.
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insan 'jernih' tidak mudah tertipu - thank you Cik Mas *wink*wink*

currently reads: Insan, Ingatlah! and Fatimah's Kampung

...bilik-bilik...

2011-03-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

astaghfirullahhal'azim...ya Allah, aku memohon keampunanMu...dan berikanlah hidayahMu buat yang Engkau kehendaki...
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i had a mixed feelings...figura2 pemimpin tanahairku membuat onar lagi...interesting characters...an unpleasant real drama is happening before my very eyes and fellow rakyats...

i'm not taking sides...i'm too weak for that...and because i don't know...

it simply doesn't stop me from getting to know...my responsibility...is to think and mengambil pengajaran...

the truth will eventually surfaced out...insyaAllah...
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my prayers to Allah the Almighty...what i know now are what Allah has said to us:

"Wahai orang yang beriman! Janganlah sesuatu puak (daripada kaum lelaki) mencemuh dan merendah-rendahkan puak lelaki yang lain, (kerana) kemungkinan puak lelaki yang dicemuhkan itu lebih baik daripada mereka. Janganlah pula sesuatu puak daripada kaum perempuan mencemuh dan merendah-rendahkan puak perempuan yang lain, (kerana) kemungkinan puak yang dicemuhkan itu lebih baik daripada mereka. Janganlah setengah kamu menyatakan keaiban setengahnya yang lain dan janganlah pula kamu panggil-memanggil antara satu sama lain dengan gelaran yang buruk. (Larangan-larangan yang tersebut menyebabkan orang yang melakukannya menjadi fasik, maka) amatlah buruk gelaran nama fasik (kepada seseorang) sesudah dia beriman. (Ingatlah) sesiapa yang tidak bertaubat (daripada perbuatan fasiknya) maka merekalah orang yang zalim."

"Wahai orang yang beriman! Jauhilah kebanyakan daripada sangkaan, kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian daripada sangkaan itu adalah berdosa. Janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang. Janganlah setengah kamu mengumpat setengahnya yang lain. Adakah seseorang daripada kamu suka memakan daging saudaranya yang telah mati? (jika demikian keadaan mengumpat) maka sudah tentu kamu jijik kepadanya. (Oleh itu, patuhilah larangan yang tersebut) dan bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima Taubat lagi Maha Penyayang."
[Surah Al-Hujurat: Ayat 11-12]

and i would like to share another one verse from Allah:

"Dan antara wanita-wanita kamu yang mengerjakan perbuatan keji (zina), maka carilah empat orang lelaki antara kamu yang menjadi saksi terhadap perbuatan mereka. Kemudian kalau keterangan-keterangan saksi itu mengesahkan perbuatan tersebut, maka kurunglah mereka (perempuan yang berzina itu) dalam rumah hingga sampai ajalnya, atau hingga Allah mengadakan untuk mereka jalan keluar (daripada hukuman itu).
[Surah An-Nisa': Ayat 15]
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pay attention to the world, please...make the world a HAPPIER place...

Malaysia ni kecil...

mati itu dekat dan kekal...malulah kepada Allah...

sadaqallahul 'azim...

i support EARTH hour 2011!!!

2011-03-24T16:27:00.001+08:00

live green : one switch at a time

...ilmu hisab...

2011-03-22T23:22:00.001+08:00

do not worry about your difficulties in Mathematics,
I can assure you mine are still greater

-Albert Einstein-

...pendapatan sesalkan aku dahulu...

2011-03-22T00:38:00.003+08:00

gunanya tidak sesal kemudian...alhamdulillah...
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interesting article to share :) :) :) - thanks to Cik Farrah...and the author : Bronnie Ware...
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For many years I worked in palliative care. My patients were those who had gone home to die. Some incredibly special times were shared. I was with them for the last three to twelve weeks of their lives.
People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality. I learned never to underestimate someone's capacity for growth.
Some changes were phenomenal. Each experienced a variety of emotions, as expected, denial, fear, anger, remorse, more denial and eventually acceptance.
Every single patient found their peace before they departed though, every one of them.
When questioned about any regrets they had or anything they would do differently, common themes surfaced again and again. Here are the most common five:

1. I wish I'd had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me
This was the most common regret of all. When people realize that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled.
Most people have had not honored even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. It is very important to try and honor at least some of your dreams along the way.
From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realize, until they no longer have it.
My side : Got this lesson about 2 months ago...A friend quoted - I x pernah pun nk fulfil expectation org, no point pun.

2. I wish I didn't work so hard
This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children's youth and their partner's companionship.
Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners.
All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence. By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do.
And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.
My side : This is not my problem...insyaAllah...Cukup dengan apa yang ada...

3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings
Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.
We cannot control the reactions of others.
However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly, in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.
My side : I did...I did...honestly...and I win...yeay...alhamdulillah...

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends
Often they would not truly realize the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years.
There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying. It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip. But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical details of life fall away.
People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they LOVE. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task.
It is all comes down to LOVE and relationships in the end. That is all that remains in the final weeks, LOVE and relationships.
My side : LOVEships time always...

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier
This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realize until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called 'comfort' of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives.
Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again.
When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again, long before you are dying.
Life is a choice. It is YOUR life.
Choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly.
Choose happiness.
My side : I laughed heartily...yess...I am silly...huhuhu...

...much to learn you still have...

2011-03-21T12:37:00.003+08:00

sebab takut, turut setahun...

tak nak turut lagi...

takut Allah saja...turut Allah saja...

amin ya rabbal 'alamin

futnut: sharpening back watashi no nihongo :) :) :)

...self-shadow

2011-03-21T08:59:00.000+08:00

frightens me...

...mulianya CINTAku keranaNya...

2011-03-19T15:34:00.005+08:00

extracted from an article (page 69-70) in the latest SOLUSI (isu no. 29) my mama bought this morning:
- credits to Fatimah Syarha (thanks)

Setelah Islam memberikan panduan, wajarkah menyalurkan fitrah cinta dengan jalan-jalan yang menghampiri zina? SMS bertali arus tanpa keperluan. (liza dah tak buat) Call siang malam tanpa urusan. Chatting kosong tanpa isi. Dating bertemankan syaitan. Pandang-pandang tanpa pagaran. Khalwat di tempat-tempat sunyi. Berbual-bual, bincang-bincang, tanya-tanya khabar tanpa sempadan. Menghalalkan ikhtilat (pergaulan bebas) dengan istilah adik angkat, abang angkat.(kawan SMS - itu istilah teknologi) Dan banyak lagi.
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sungguhlah, Allah memelihara S dan diriku...my answer to my pilihan hati a week ago:

Alhamdulillah, terima kasih kembali, yeay, dh x zalim kat diri sdiri, insyaAllah, S, jaga diri baik2 :) assalamualaikum

S : waalaikumsalam.
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bukan Allah tidak tahu kecenderungan hatimu...semua itu fitrah...kenapa?!!

supaya fitrahmu itu akan tersalur secara mulia dan diredhaiNya...

menurut firman Allah:

"Dan antara manusia ada orang yang menjadikan selain Allah sebagai tandingan. Mereka mencintainya sebagaimana mereka mencintai Allah. Adapun orang yang beriman amat sangat cintanya kepada Allah. Dan jika seandainya orang yang berbuat zalim itu mengetahui ketika mereka melihat seksa (pada hari Kiamat), bahawa kekuatan itu kepunyaan Allah semuanya, dan bahawa Allah amat berat seksaanNya (nescaya mereka menyesal)." [ Surah Al-Baqarah: Ayat 165]

masakan Islam agama yang fitrah mahu membunuh fitrah...Islam memandu kita untuk menyalurkannya secara mulia, terhormat dan bermaruah...bersama redha Allah...

naluri ingin mencintai dan dicintaimu itu akan terpesona dengan naluri ingin memiliki cinta agungNya...
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extracted from BEDUK DIKETUK (page 36-37)...thanks to Imam Global and Faiz too (i remembered you forwarded the e-mail to me 2 weeks ago, kan?!!)

Bukan mudah hendak menjadi orang yang baik. Ia satu proses yang panjang dan sukar menentukan apakah kita sudah jadi orang yang baik atau belum.

Jika kita berusaha menjadi orang yang baik, insyaAllah, Allah akan kurniakan kita jodoh yang baik melalui pilihan orang baik. Ataupun kita berusaha menjadi orang yang baik sambil mencari orang yang baik sebagai jodoh, dan nanti pilihan kita itu direstui oleh orang yang baik.

Bolehkah terjadi orang baik menolak pilihan orang yang baik?

Ya, tidak mengapa. Mereka tetap menolaknya dengan cara yang baik.

Itulah takdir.Mungkin Allah menentukan orang baik lain sebagai jodohnya dan orang baik itu telah Allah tentukan dengan orang baik yang lain pula.
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menurut firman Allah lagi:

"(Lazimnya) perempuan-perempuan yang jahat adalah untuk lelaki-lelaki yang jahat, dan lelaki-lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan-perempuan yang jahat; dan (sebaliknya) perempuan-perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki-lelaki yang baik, dan lelaki-lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan-perempuan yang baik. Mereka (yang baik) itu adalah bersih dari (tuduhan buruk) yang dikatakan oleh orang-orang (yang jahat); mereka (yang baik) itu akan beroleh pengampunan (dari Allah) dan pengurniaan yang mulia." [Surah An-Nur: Ayat 26]

wallahu'allam...aku CINTA~~~

...the best things in life \(o.O)/ jangan menyerah...

2011-03-19T01:09:00.003+08:00

when life gives me a 100 reasons to cry :'(

i show life that i have much, much more reasons to smile and keep smiling :) :) :)

...aliza ni pun satu...

2011-03-17T05:01:00.001+08:00

...failed by doing something is interesting BECAUSE succeed by doing nothing is boring...

...people must know i am good NOT people will know i am good...

...my TOMORROW hopes that my TODAY learns from my YESTERDAY...
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title story: have anyone ever wondered why people could have uttered sentences like - ehh, awak ni pun satu ?!!

my answer: because a person is always who he/she is...and so true, only 'satu'...
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i deserve to enjoy 'satu' me AND 'satu' me is
always full of hopes and harmony and happiest...

aliza means joy...aliza lives by it...
alhamdulillah :)

...DWYL,LWYD...

2011-03-16T07:29:00.003+08:00

when i grow up, i want to be a __________

John Wayne, siapkan kuda!!!

haha...now i know why do i need that 'validation' for...

how extremely accurate aliza is?!!
i parked at the very same parking spot at exactly the same time...7.13a.m.
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LAT Kampung Boy the Musical - mike kene tengokk pase teman sukeee :) oleh kerane kuatnye matahari, bulan ni, selalunye orang tak nampak ye...

John Wayne tak nanges, semua die tepis...

thanks so much Mas...and Wana and Ilah too...I enjoyed myself though we had the 'pening' atmosphere only Allah knows...ohh, i kissed both my wrists...masyaAllah...
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Courage is being scared to death but saddling up anyway - John Wayne

...opportunityisnowhere...

2011-03-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

wuuuu...i read the title as opportunity is nowhere...

poor me...poor me...

it should be opportunity is now here...
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i don't work late nowadays not because of lifestyle but because there are 'hantus'...

ohh, cute...
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ni kan dah separuh umur, biarlah separuh umur lagi kite dapat buat ape yang kite suke :)

saye sukelah ayat tu...
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i got chocolates, i talked and i laughed (for real)

alhamdulillah...can't wait for tomorrow...

...what for / for what?!!

2011-03-14T06:08:00.004+08:00

is merely a question i ponder upon almost everything around me...

being an organic intellectualist...a non-thinker i am not...even in my dreams...

please, fear Allah...

...uswatun HASANAH...

2011-03-12T07:11:00.003+08:00

Lakod kaana lakum fi Rasulullahi uswatun hasanah, Liman kana yarjullaha wal yaumil ahir, Wazakarallaha kasiro...maksudNya: Sesungguhnya telah ada pada diri Rasulullah itu suri tauladan yang baik bagimu, iaitu bagi orang yang sentiasa mengharapkan rahmat Allah serta kedatangan hari kiamat, dan dia banyak menyebut Allah...
[Surah Al-Ahzab: Ayat 21]

and finally you are answering...for certainty that i'm asking...

and you typed my name - aliza,

i was touched - for once :)

thank you for the HASANAH (tauladan) we shared along our life...

i am really grateful for that...alhamdulillah...
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a world lookout: great great signs for THE END is near...astaghfirullah...

...berlalu...

2011-03-10T11:30:00.000+08:00

kadang-kadang tumpuan kepada suatu hal yang amat kecil membataskan kesyukuran terhadap nikmat yang jauh besarnya

...LOVEship...

2011-03-07T23:12:00.001+08:00

we cannot direct the wind but we can always adjust the sail...

thanks faiz :)

being chosen to LOVE Allah...alhamdulillah...
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thanks to mirza too :)

taaruf i am...la haula wala kuwwata illa billah...

yerp, erk and hmm...hehe...

sweet girl, can i adopt you?!!

2011-03-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

hehe...best compliment i received yesterday evening...

haa...see mama, people envies you...
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hey, why are you here?

shoot up, sir

so young...(as compared to others there)

(i gave a bland smile)

how's your sugar?

quite a number...(again, i gave another bland smile)
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indeed, i am sweet :)

...tak tertuju...

2011-03-02T07:56:00.000+08:00

dulu memang aku pernah salah
dan semuanya telah ku lakukan
namun bukan bererti hidup dan CINTAku
tak tertuju padamu

saat ini sejenak dengarkanlah Sayang
semua itu hanya perjalanan
dan mungkin aku akan terjatuh lagi
di kesalahan yang sama

hanya satu inginnya hatiku
hanya satu inginnya CINTAku
terima sebagaimana adanya diriku
dan ku akan tetap menCINTA

kau yang buatku mengerti
di mana harus ku kembali
saat ku hancur dan terhempas
di kesalahan yang sama

hanya satu inginnya hatiku
hanya satu inginnya CINTAku
terima sebagaimana adanya diriku
dan ku akan tetap menCINTA

kau yang buatku mengerti
di mana harus ku kembali
saat ku hancur dan terhempas
di kesalahan yang sama

di kesalahan yang sama
(kesalahan yang sama)
di kesalahan yang sama

...jangan lupa daratan...

2011-02-27T23:26:00.004+08:00

that was the message being addressed last Saturday for my 5th year with PBPP...

i'm still big heart me...insyaAllah...
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and i'm trying to accept some misbehavior aspects possessed by a certain individual...

should that individual fail to admit the wrongdoings done (since the truth always hurt) - and so, the shameful feeling is acceptable...

or, if my title above fits the puzzle, it could be that the individual is being haughty...

Allah, aku redha kerana-Mu...
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salahkah aku mencintaimu, walau ku tahu ku tak di hatimu
egokah aku memilikimu, walau ku tahu kau tak memilihku

...my sis is 1/4 CENTURY today...

2011-02-24T23:18:00.001+08:00

waargghhhh...i feel 'ancient'...wakakakakaka...
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ooo...hepi besday my dear Jeleen :)

a perfect sister I am not, but thankful for the one I've got...

alhamdulillah...

...and the bakal is?!!

2011-02-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

huhu...i managed to smile back virtually at K...

in my heart - (just you wait)...

finally, i'll have my headstart next week after sooooo long of delay and delay and further delay...

Kursus Kahwin...yeay...

answer for the title: yerp friend now is erk friend...nonetheless, i just can't think...i LOVE...me :)
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mama and me did my 'taman balkoni Iris' last saturday...woohoo...

i have 11 pots of 'dedaunan' plants...bungaan are manjas (so, not now laa)...

other living creatures in Iris - hurmm, Kiki's dead leaving Lala since last Wednesday :(
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F and me had a hearty breakfast this morning while discussing current dilemma of our well being...

both of us have nearly about 4 months to slim down (that's what i set my goal this time around)...

no ugly girls, only lazy ones...haha...strike one, yes...

i never disciplined myself...serves me right...

i'm not lazy though (perhaps 30% lazy)...i do my house chores daily...and 'penat' comes along - i need energy (which i get from comfort food - i can't avoid rice)...liza mengikut nafsu...poor poor liza :(

exercise-wise...hurmm...long STOP...need to get back on track...insyaAllah...

i don't 'timbang' myself anymore...i simply don't want to know the first number...ohh my...

can't is not forever...i will improve...

aliza, awak sihat?

kite OK (a good answer as i don't lie)
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currently read : I Love Quran, and You?

currently listening to: Janji

...nak makan ini...

2011-02-18T20:32:00.002+08:00

...sesuatu apapun yang CANTIK belum pasti BAIK;
tetapi sesuatu apapun yang BAIK sudah pasti CANTIK...

currently read: Malaysian Love Stories and Kisah-kisah Orang yang Ditolong Allah SWT

currently listening to: Kotarayaku

...analogi kopi 'o'...

2011-02-12T19:58:00.001+08:00

...a brilliant theory by my mama...

applicable to most...insyaAllah...

it's a 'Do Nothing' case...

kalau orang dah minum kopi 'O', tak payahlah campur susu, nanti jadi kopi 'susu' dah lain pulak...

Sabda Nabi Muhammad SAW: “Barangsiapa yang benar-benar beriman kepada Allah dan hari pembalasan (kiamat) maka hendaklah ia memperkatakan kebaikan atau memilih untuk berdiam diri”.

adalah silap diriku, aku diduga sebegini...ya Allah, aku mohon segala kebaikan daripadaMu untuk meleraikan kekusutan...dan berilah hidayah buat sekalian yang Engkau kehendaki...

ilmu lanjutan kat sini --> proses akal

people, enjoy this song...

LOVE will see you through~~~

...ili, you are 'real'...

2011-02-09T01:56:00.000+08:00

answering your text, my reply was this:

aku *ece** ili, bile2 laa kite catch up ok, hehe, gud nite ili

and, alhamdulillah, you are 'real' - i am truly blessed and glad...

again, i did what i did (removing myself from a social network community) simply because of its damage and absurdity towards me (and, perhaps the universe too)

results: i am happier - because the world will become a better place...insyaAllah...

why is that so?!!

less sins are created...

Ohh you, who have believed, avoid much (negative) assumption. Indeed, some assumption is sin. And do not spy or backbite each other. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead? You would detest it. And, fear Allah; indeed Allah is the Most Accepting of repentance and the Most Merciful.
[Al-Hujurat: verse 12]

...Freeing Burden...

2011-02-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

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...astaga!...

2011-02-05T03:17:00.001+08:00

to jakarta again...

with my loving familia...

Cik Ja, tengok ni, haa, tanak ke nak?!! (notice the different structure used: instead of ordinary 'nak ke tanak')

haha...my clever Afif...

always surprised me with his 'terbalik' version...
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and that's what happen to everyone daily, day in, day out, too... dunia itu 'terbalik'...

kekuatan sebenar terletak pada hati (ini nilai kompeniku ni...huhuhu)

definisi terbalik buat saya (sebagai peringatan buat diri sendiri):

manusia (hamba Allah yang lemah) seringkali melihat tetapi buta hatinya,
manusia (hamba Allah yang lemah) seringkali mendengar tetapi pekak hatinya...

"Dan sebutlah nama Tuhanmu (dengan lidah atau dengan hati di dalam dan di luar solat) pada waktu pagi dan petang;" [Surah al-Insan: Ayat 25]

nilai insan = hati...wallahu'allam...

ujian daripada Allah...maafkanlah aku...

kembalilah padaNya...insyaAllah...

doaku buat insan yang tersasar, bacalah At-Taghabun...
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currently read: Ingatlah Tempatmu di Akhirat by Tuan Guru Dato' Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat - highly recommended...a good one...

currently listening to: Everything I Do (I Do It for You) by Bryan Adams
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what i did in jakarta?
- celebrating mama's 60th birthday...poor mama - all her children got sick...haiyaa...1st day until last day - it was Abema (down with flu), 4th day - Jemi and Baby Adik (also flu and Jemi is allergic to penicillin) and yesterday, Jeleen is down with fever (flu is coming, i guess - and this 'degil' sister won't take any medicine too)...

- regards to my darling Dewi - masih di hospital 3 hari yang lalu...congrats on your newborn princess, baby Chairunnisa Azka Arafat...yeay...

- makan yang lumayan: masakan padang aje...Garuda laa paling sedap sekali (agree with Iman)...Jus Alpukat yang sedap is at Sari Ratu...two thumbs up for Bakso Solo at Tenabang Foodcourt (Lantai 8, Tanah Abang Blok A Mall)...Sari Bundo biasa aja...Bakmi GM - Iman sukeee...

- shopping for self...hehe...ala kadar aja - got myself 2 new tudungs, 2 pairs of kain pasang ( for a kebaya and a kurung), a pair of telekung, and a gypsy skirt (wondering when shall i wear this?!!!)

hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri

masihlah syukur malaysiaku aman...i love malaysia :)

can't agree more with one of the many 'Blue Bird' supir: kalau dipanggil pulang semuanya Indonesian di Malesia, Malesia itu sepi...enggak ada yang mahu kerja...

hehehehehe

...al fath : kemenangan...

2011-01-28T00:44:00.005+08:00

cousin R: kau kenal Aliza?!!

R: kenal...die satu department ngan aku...kenape?

cousin R: thesis yg die buat very valuable laa utk my work...

alhamdulillah...currently, cousin R is pursuing his PhD...

makes me wonder, which one...

my FYRP - 5th year 1st sem thesis is about integration of safety - specifically on Jet and Pool Fire...

my MSc thesis - a study on hysteresis effect...

and 2 days ago, i received an e-mail from a MSc student in Help University asking for a face-to-face session...she knows me from one of my journals...yeay...

and about a month ago, i sent slides to one of my MSc friend (now, a lecturer in Ethiopia)...

haa, see...i love to write...i write anonymously to papers...some do pay me...
for 2 sentences (quoting from my article)...i should demand more...but, i did it out of passion...

i am not smart untuk mengumpul $ dunia...

aliza, apsal ko tak jadi lecturer?!! (hey, aku kan tak bercakap)

sebab aku nak jadi nurse...hahahaha...

i can be a good consultant...--->apelaa dah merepek2 nehh...

ohh, i'm about to have a career transition...doa-doakanlah...magic kan, faiz?!!kamu doakan, malaikat sambut...insyaAllah...

currently reads: Malaysia-LAH (diskopi group) and Kebaya Tales by Lee Su Kim...
currently listening to: Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi...huahuahua...

ayat penenang: orang lain tak semestinya faham... *wink*wink* to my yerp friend :)

...my 60-year-darling mama...

2011-01-25T00:23:00.003+08:00

-selamat hari lahir mama-

Tertanam naluri keibuan amat mendalam
Di jiwa insan yang mendambakan kebahagiaan
Oh… mama

Di bahumu tergalas beban
Perjalananmu penuh rintangan
Kau titipkan kasih sayang
Sejujur pengorbanan
Tak ku nafikan

Di saat kita berjauhan
Rasa ingin ku berlari
Mendakapimu penuh girang
Bak si kecil kehilangan

Kau insan penyayang
Betapa ku merindu
Lembutnya belaian mama
Membuatku terlena

Ku pastikan dikau aman
Dikurnia sejahtera
Tak ku lupakan

Di wajah terlukis tenang
Debar di dada kau rahsiakan
Ku pastikan dikau aman
Dikurnia sejahtera
Tak ku lupakan

Di saat kita berjauhan
Rasa ingin ku berlari
Mendakapimu penuh girang
Bak si kecil kehilangan

Tiada aku tanpa mama
Hanya (kau) satu di dunia
Bertakhta dikau di jiwaku
Kaulah mama yang tercinta

Kau insan pengasih
Betapa aku mengharap
Hadirnya restumu mama
Membawaku ke syurga

Bersemi belaian kasih sayang nan berpanjangan
Darimu insan yang mendoakan kebahagiaan anak-anakmu
Oh… mama

...cherry blossom...

2011-01-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

the damage already done...

bye Cik Ja~~~

and i'm in mediocre state - the most miserable feeling of all...

ohh...my...

on the day you die, there'll still be things you haven't finished, so why push yourself so hard?!! [Bridget Menezes]

...kau senyumlah...ohh

2011-01-19T07:47:00.002+08:00

i'm a Star that simply cannot fit into a circle
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btw, buah sukun in english is 'breadfruit'...hehe...

...sukun oh sukun...

2011-01-17T16:10:00.000+08:00

Dr K (wants to place 'kerepek' order) : Liza, this is nice (munching on 'kerepek sukun' he got from Ogy)...it's like tapioca, right?!!

me: ehh, no no...it's not in the ground...the fruit is hanging on a tree... (kelakarnye laa jawapan ini)

Dr K : ooo, alright then...I want two packets of this...

yeay...thank you to Ogy (for free promo) and Dr K...

maju bisnesku...kawan-kawan, help me, help me, what is 'sukun' in english?
ahha, i should be googling...

to kerepek liza's fans: i can't afford to sell 'kerepek sukun' at RM7 anymore...new price is RM8.50 (for sukun ONLY)...reason: always 'out of season' and 'tukang panjat pokok' always on leave...

hurmm...my upcoming interest - chocolate stop with cousins...we have an order for 4000 boxes...whoaaa...awesome :)

...newness...

2011-01-17T13:57:00.000+08:00

is speaking with peace, walking with humility and working with love...best wisdom words by Bridget Menezes...

i have a really, really longgggg story (no time to put into words) - will do sooner or later, insyaAllah...

meanwhile, i'm into transition phase (moving, leaping slowly - one after another: stepping stones)...

alhamdulillah, i'm still breathing (for countless times, i'm like killing myself -the feeling of falling freely off many many cliffs)...

and, have any of you heard or read from somewhere: challenge - is either a stepping stone or a stumbling block?!! i'm about to change - NO more stumbling blocks...perhaps one or two (tolerable)...

ending of post - friends, keep praying: your happiness and my happiness...thanks...

...unfulfilled...

2011-01-13T22:58:00.001+08:00

keikhlasan itu sifatnya jelas sampai...

yang biasa menerima sukar membiasakan memberi...
yang biasa memberi sukar membiasakan menerima...

if i die young,
please know that i was at least
sometimes happy

...t xzaqaasswesswwaweddrrfmjjki...

2011-01-12T13:18:00.001+08:00

was what Afnanku texted me last Sunday using his mama's iPhone4...

sooo carefree...

ohhh...i don't want to grow up~~~

...aku cuma macam ni saja...

2011-01-12T06:43:00.001+08:00

satu hari aku berjumpa
cik mek molek jual bunga
senyuman manis menarik hati
gugur bagai jantung ini

siapa hati tak tertawan
manis umpama bulan

lain hari aku kembali
ingin beli bunga lagi
namun kini hanya yang ada
tinggal dua nisan saja
lesu aku menggeletar
rakus jiwaku terbenam

engkaulah emas, engkau permata
aku cuma macam ni saja
aku mahu bertemankan hidup
dengan hati ikhlas mulia
jangan melihatkan gaya
nanti kita 'kan berdamai

ukuran baju badan sendiri
kita tepuk dada ini
jika dah nasib kita jodoh
gunung tak lari ke mana
apa nak kisah mahu hidup
asal hati ikhlas mulia
kalau dah memang jadi mungkin
apa lagi nak dikata

dikata... aaa... aaa...

...akulah awan itu yang kau mahu...

2011-01-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

lihat ke arah sana

serakan warna dan berarakan
awan

pabila terik panas
segera hadirnya memayungi diri

pabila kau dahaga

sesegera turun hujan melimpahkan kasihNya

pabila kau katakan
akulah awan itu yang kau mahu

begitulah awan nano

setia melindungi diri
tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
dan bibirmu

begitulah awan nano

sering saja tak terduga hadir
dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

kasihNya

kasih tiada banding
setia tiada tara
bagaimanapun jua

awan kekasih sebenarmu, Sayang

walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

lihat diriku ini

yang sesekali pernah kau bagaikan

awan

sehingga tak mungkin terlupa
berikan belas sedari dulu

sehingga tak mungkin termampu saksi

setitis pun air matamu, kasihku

sehingga kau katakan
akulah awan itu yang kau rindu

akulah awanmu yang sedia

melindungi dirimu

tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
dan bibirmu

akulah awanmu yang sering kau rindu

dan tak terduga hadirmu

walau tak tercapai jejarimu

kasihku

kasih tiada banding

setia tiada tara
bagaimanapun jua

aku pelindung dirimu, Sayang

walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu

begitulah awan nano

setia melindungi diri

tika panas mencuba menggores pipi
dan bibirmu

begitulah awan nano

sering saja tak terduga hadir
dan tak akan tercapai jejarimu

kasihku

kasih tiada banding

setia tiada tara
bagaimanapun jua

aku pelindung dirimu, Sayang
walaupun tak akan tercapai jejarimu