...terpanggil...

hehehe...yeay...i was called to write once again...nearly 3 months since i last posted an entry here...so much happenings plus unavoidable circumstances have actually hinder my urge to update my sweet cyber journal...ahh...well...here goes...

i would just highlight whatever seems to cross my mind right now...
which means whatever that i can recall and jot down here are considered important and precious to be remembered as fond memories...

a dear friend's birthday...we had lunch 3gether at MFM where I ate a lot of butter rice...I've always carried gift to be given but not on that day...I left it back home since I was made to understand that this friend was supposed to attend a course somewhere...until now, I still keep the gift...haa...

i had my lovely convocation on 16 August 2009 and graduated with MSc(Hons) in Petroleum Engineering...yeay....so happy...thank you Intan...

the next day - 17 August 2009, i had my left eye operated at International Specialist Eye Centre...i had a tube inserted into my left eye bleb...alhamdulillah, it went well...

i stayed at home the whole month of Ramadhan and finally return back to work on the last week of Ramadhan...

during my long sick leave, i joined myJFFC (Malaysia Jazz/Fit Friends Club...i like this group...and went for the Buka Puasa TT at Concorde Inn KLIA with Beebee...

then, came Raya time...celebrated with my family in Klang...
my mama was admitted to Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah 3 days before Raya - suspected of dengue since her platlet count was very low...

alhamdulillah, it was not dengue - my mama was diagnosed with virus-infected blood disease...maybe because she overworked herself preparing for Raya...hey mama, you should wait for all of us next time OK...

so, this time around, we the kids prepare all the Raya cuisines...i made the Char Kuey Tiaw, Nasi Impit,Kuah Lodeh (Lontong), and Beef Rendang...Jeleen made the Ayam Masak Merah...Jemi did the Kuah Kacang...and Baby Adik boiled the eggs...

what else i did?ermm...i went for the Walk for World Pink with Suzie and Zarith...a charity event supporting World Breast Cancer Day at KL Tower on 3rd October 2009...

open houses - every weekend...thank you all for inviting...all were great...i end up gaining 3kgs post Raya...

Harni darling left No14 already to go and live with her sister and Sara...miss you dear...

ohh yaa...latest movie I've watched: Sorority Row and Cloudy with a Chance of Meat Balls...

and currently reading: Peeing in The Bush by Adeline Loh(still have 17 unread books to be finished by year end)...

and current favourite listening: Cinta Ada by Datuk Sheila Majid, Karen Kong & Jaclyn Victor...

favourite drama at the moment: Nur Kasih (haven't missed any episodes yet)...

friend's wedding attended: Apihku & Ayu...

newborns cherished: little Aaeisyah (Naimun's), Muhammad Faheem (Ifah's) and Salwa's boy (2 days ago)...

my personal project: 6 Bulan MC (hehehe)...starting date: 18/10/2009...end date: my sweet 18 April...

oklaa...final note would be...ermm...last time it was my left eye....now, it's the right eye turn...

i'm off to operating theatre again at ISEC this coming monday morning...
wish me well :)

...i miss my blog and i miss YOU too...

yaaa...yaaa...i know...it's been soooo soooo longgggg...
i've been neglected malay cinderella...sooo sooo SORRY to me...
waaargghhh...so many happenings and i just really don't have the time...
ohh...i hate excuses...this is certainly NOT one...
i AM really busy and i mean it...

maybe i should just recap and i'll let the pictures tell my stories (i'll surely upload them in due time)...

right after coming back from Hong Kong (wuuuhhh- that's about 2 months back...hahaha), let me see...umm...aiyaa...a lot already forgotten...i should check my calendar then (OK,OK, will do sometimes later : my calendar in the office maa...hehe)

for Karnival Keluarga PETRONAS 2009, i became the volunteer for Kids Fun Night Camp...yeay...a good experience for me...i love being connected with kids...a loving me...

i went to Konsert 'Satu' Dato' Siti Nurhaliza (or should i address her as Datin Seri since Datuk K got even higher title - Dato' Seri :alaa, why bother...cett...i AM not even her fan)...she really can sang 'live'...a strong vocal...yaa...that's just about it laa...showmanship just average...but overall i'm enjoying my time...

movie updates - hermm...have watched Hannah Montana the Movie (4.87 stars),Transformers (4.32 stars), Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince (3.84 stars), Ice Age 3: Dawn of the Dinosaur (4.41 stars) and The Proposal (4.73 stars)...would want to watch Setem and G.I. Joe...

what else yaa?!!ohh...i went to watch my MU heroes playing football versus Malaysia XI...awesome...hahahahaha...wore old jersey...but hey, i received my new customized jersey 10 days after that...lalalalala...it bore ALIZA 11...yeay...

last weekend, went for the SHAPE night run 2009 at precinct 3, putrajaya...i ran through the straight route only (to and back) all the way together with my small sister, Aleen...a nice event...will join again next year...

weddings i attended - Amir's at Putrajaya, Essam's at Malaccaand Tasha's at Kelana Jaya...darlings birthdays included Harni's (same age as me on 11 July 2009) and 'Aina's (turning 9 on 30 July 2009)...newborns - sweet princess Insyirah bt Asraf (25 July 2009) and just yesterday (3 August 2009) - Kak Ani's third prince...yeay...

H1N1?!!hermm...luckily not affected...but, i had flu last 2 weeks...because of heavy haze and durians....lalalalalala...

work?!!alaa...this laa makes my days and my nights...stealing my time from the world...hahahahaha...just share the merry ones laa...my paper has been selected for PE Forum 2009...yeay...3 out of 16 papers submitted from my team...i'm one of the lucky people...waa...waa...i'm scared...but the feeling's great...tentatively will present it in early December...other work-related matter...hermm..my work never ends...have to live by them...ACD assessment will be in 2 weeks time...i'm still at the baseline stage but the assessors might have high expectation...will do my best...

study - Tajul (UTP admin staff) called this afternoon asking my details...yeay...my convocation will be on 16 August 2009...same with Aleen's...but mama and abah will have our photos taken earlier before they went to UTM...

other problems - i've been following some sort of business movement...i don't intent to join but was being dragged out of friendship base...but, i surely know my limits...

LOVE - wakakakakaka...i love me...and i love Ryan...and my lovely girlfriends and boyfriends...
just bought new red car mats for Ryan...he's handsomer and tougher and machoer...

that's all for now laa...ohh...how i missed writing...wish i could write every day...

...my long literature breakdown...

yeay...finally after nearly 1-month, i'm now trying my best getting back the momentum to write again...i guess it's the time factor plus ermm...so much to tell and so much to share...i've got loads of pictures...almost 1000++...i keep on drafting every now and then...alas, i ended up with no post at all...my passion dies down...sigh~~~

this will be an extra long post if i am going to blab all happenings for the past 2-3 weeks...hey...nobody really cares, so why should i bother...i'm just gonna write whatever that seems to cross my mind at this point of time okay?!!

so, let's get start with my family holiday to Hong Kong and Shenzhen...
it was a 5days 4nights trip...i went with Jemi + Abema & family (Kak Intan, 'Aina, Iman & Afif)...

Day 1 (07/06/09) - Welcome to Asia's world city: Hong Kong!

we arrived safely at HKIA and we boarded the shuttle bus to Ramada Hotel, Kowloon...

after settling down, we went searching for food and came across Indonesian tourists at Kowloon Mosque giving us direction...we got to eat Beryani Rice at Pakistan Mess Restaurant - more like an inapparent small dining room at Level 4 inside a building, where we need to have a lift access...

after having our meal, we took the Star Ferry and went across the river to the Central Pier terminal, Hong Kong Island...from there, we rode the public bus #15 to The Peak aka Victoria Peak...

we went up the Sky Terrace (roof of The Peak Tower) where we got to see the whole Hong Kong Island view...around 8pm, the Symphony of Lights laser show started...we got to see the backlights...hahaha...

descending from Sky Terrace, we dropped by Bubba Gump outlet for souvenirs...and then, we came across Madame Tussaud's Wax Museum...since there's not much time left, we just took pictures outside the museum (Bruce Lee and Datuk Michelle Yeoh's statues)...

at lower ground floor, we were approached to buy Hong Kong Disneyland's tickets at the promotional counter...no discount but we got Disneyland's luggage tags as gifts...and it saved us queuing time later...

we took a Peak Tram ride to the bottom of the hill and experienced 45 degrees slope journey...and to get to the Star Ferry terminal back again, we were lucky to ride an open-air double decker bus (we went to sit at the upper deck of course)...

at Kowloon terminal, we then took the efficient Hong Kong MTR back to our hotel...

Day 2 (08/06/09) - Magical Hong Kong Disneyland day...

we went there early in the morning...i'm soooo soooo happy happy happy...the weather was very fine and we get to cover all the lands (Fantasyland, Tomorrowland and Adventureland)...

we started with the Disneyland Railroad train ride from Main Street,USA to Fantasyland...at Fantasyland, we went to Fantasy Gardens and met Winnie the Pooh, Marie, Goofy, Pluto and Mickey Mouse...then, we had a spin at Mad Hatter Tea Cups party...we moved on to the "happiest cruise that ever sailed" = It's a Small World featuring childrens around the world babydolls singing and dancing to the famous tune...after that, i went to take a ride on Cinderella Carousel and Dumbo the Flying Elephant...then, we went to watch High School Musical:LIVE! show in front of Sleeping Beauty Castle...eventually we met Alice at Mad Hatter Tea Cups ride...we had our rest for a while before proceeding with a 3-D theater show at Mickey's Philharmagic Hall...after the show, we got to meet Donald Duck...we ended our Fantasyland tour with a musical "The Golden Mickeys" show at Storybook Theater Hall...

we ventured into Tomorrowland and straightaway went to the Space Traffic Control Center to interact with Experiment 626 aka Stitch in "Stitch Encounter"...after that, we took the interstellar Space Mountain roller coaster ride...we then rushed to witness "Mickey's Waterworks Parade" along the Disneyland streets...back at Tomorrowland, we went to drive the Autopia electric cars and went laser shooting at Buzz Lightyear Astro Blasters...we got to meet Buzz Lightyear himself at the Starliner Diner...

the last land - Adventureland is where we had a Jungle River Cruise...and we also took the raft to Tarzan's Treehouse...after quite sometime at the tree house, we moved to watch the final show of "Festival of the Lion King" at the Theater in the Wild stadium arena...

we then went to do our Disneyland merchandise shopping and finally went to watch the grand finale of "Disney in the Stars" fireworks displays...we had Beryani Rice again that night...

Day 3 (09/06/09) - Filling arrival/departure forms, Immigration checks and Health Status Declaration day...hahahahaha...

it was the day we took the MTR to cross the border to Shenzhen...at Shenzhen, it was very difficult for us as there was very minimal communication scene...we had to write and use sign languages...there's no english at all...we reached Windows of the World but it was raining heavily...so, we went to Holiday Plaza across the street...Abema had his first shopping attempt...i think he bought a Tshirt there...and we had Ben & Jerry's ice cream treats...yeay...

back to Hong Kong, we went to Ma's Restaurant (a Muslim Chinese cuisine restaurant)...we had nice Soup Noodle, Spicy Szhechuan Noodle, Black Pepper Fried Noodle, Chinese Fried Rice, Pineapple Fried Rice, North - style Steamed Lamb Dumplings and Chicken Dumplings...ermmm...yummy...

after dinner, we went to look around for souvenirs at Temple Street Night Market...

Day 4 (10/06/09) - Commemorating history and $hopping day...

i woke up early with Jemi and we went out to the Golden Bauhinia Square to witness the raising flag ceremony, which took place in front of the Hong Kong Convention & Exhibition Centre at Wan Chai waterfront...

the ceremony at 750am lasted for merely 10 minutes...Jemi and me then went to get breakfast...we bought parathas and curry and rice and omelettes and boiled eggs for HK$125...the best thing was we paid all with our excess coins...

we went shopping at Hong Kong Times Square and Harbour City - Hong Kong's largest shopping mall...at 8pm, we were able to witness the Symphony of Lights laser show at the Harbour City's rooftop...this time, it was for real...ohh yaa...we had pizza for dinner at Ebeneezer's Kebabs & Pizzeria...

Day 5 (11/06/09) - back to home sweet home...yeay...

p/s: pictures can be viewed at my FB page...will upload some here...

...sincere hatred...

alhamdulillah...today i finally able to forgive myself after nearly 17 days developing sincere hatred feeling...i am a bad girl...i knew it deep down...i am soooo sorry...i've tried all my might to diminish my negative side...but still, i'm just an ordinary human being - full of weaknesses...yet, i'll improve...with time and support from family and friends whom i love and love me back...and purely true to my heart...

this is the story of T...

T is my not-friend...

i value my friendship...i really do...that's why i don't simply quote this saying:
friends are like balloons: once you let them go, you'll never get them back

T unintentionally made me lose a friend...thus, i'd rather lose T...

if i want to become a friend, i want to be a good one...i can't be a good one to T...
i am really really sorry...

only time can heal this and Allah knows best...
forgive me, ya Allah...

...broga hill trekking trip...

on 24th may 2009, i responded to the call of nature...hehe...the broga hill trekking trip was initiated by my darling Shon...thank you, babe...

Harni and me were up very very early in the morning...after Subuh prayer, we straight-away went to Nor's place with Ryan...there, we met Nor, Fizah, Kay and Genot...

we started our journey around 615am...traffic was smooth (people were still enjoying their Saturday long sleeping) and so we reached broga hill nearly 7am...Shon and Waida were already there since they came from Bangi (nearby)...

we had our warm-up session and later started our trekking up the hill around 730am...with determination, we safely reached the 3/4 top hillstop at 815am...we picked a nice picnic spot for breakfast...yeay...

then, after a while, we climbed up to the very top...we stayed and enjoyed the magnificent view for a quite sometime...ohh...what bliss~~~

and guess what, it was a relief for me to finally suppress my ache to scream...i can't seem to wait enough and just took the chance...aaaarggghhhhh...i screamed once and for all...a loud one...thank you Allah...i felt better and energized instantly...

later it was time to descend...

all in all, we had a great time...i love it...

...melawat kawasan mai...

on 9 may 2009, i went to kuantan with geng 'melawat kawasan'...it was a refreshing trip for me, FarrahIz and Pipah...Liza tagged us along...and later we dropped her at Mai's house as apparently she's Mai's bridesmaid...we reached Mai's house at around 12pm...we stayed to help prepared the 'bunga rampai' and Mai's family treated us with fried rice for lunch...nearly 130pm, Asz came by to pick us up...yeay...

we went to put our luggage at MS Garden...after having our prayers, we went out...lalalalala...

Asz brought us to have a light meal...we went to the Kuantan famous cendol place...we obviously had our delightful cendol plus Chicken rojak...

our next stop is the East Coast Mall...we window-shopped...however, Pipah and Asz were influenced to buy cheap promotional towels at Aussino...hehe...

in the evening, we went to the Kuantan centre field (near the Blue Mosque) where we had our tea time...we opted for Yes Boss Corner stall...there was the usual football match at the time...Asz ordered her favourite Clamshell Fried Kuey Teow, Pipah & Farrahiz both had Char Kuey Teow while i tried the Spicy Fried Mee...yummy...yummy...yeay...

at around 630pm, we took a walk at the local Pasar Malam...we bought the local kuehs, tau foo fahs, fried snacks, apam baliks and sweetcorn...Pipah and FarrahIz also bought the solar-driven flower deco for their cars...

we promised to meet Nozie who came all the way from Kerteh at MS Garden...we had our prayers and freshen up before another night out...this time around was intentionally to accompany Nozie for dinner...we went to Kemaman Kopitiam...

after dinner, we headed back to MS Garden for our most anticipated hours of pillow talk...yeay...yeay...thank you darlings...

early the next morning, we had our breakfast at a local mamak restaurant...when everyone's ready, we went to Mai's place...we reached there just right after Mai has been officially wedded to Najmie...Mai looked dazzlingly beautiful...

congratulations Mai and Najmie...

we stayed until 1pm...Nozie and Asz went back to MS Garden...we parted there...finally, Pipah, FarrahIz and me reached KL at around 430pm...

...woouuhhh...kuching...deym~~~

on 2 May 2009, i went on a 3 days 2 nights Kuching trip...it was meant to attend Khairool's wedding reception...well, at the same time - cuti2 Malaysia...yeay...it was my 2nd time been in Kuching...i went there nearly 5 years ago during my MLNG internship era...

so, the journey started early Saturday morning...Kak Intan sent me to KL Sentral at around 710am where i met Dewi & Shim at McDonald's...the three of us then headed straight to the Skybus terminal where Nadh has been waiting...Hamim & Mukmin were nowhere to be found...we set to proceed and promised to meet them later at LCCT...

arriving at LCCT, we rushed to the check-in counter #32...the counter agent told us that the policy is to issue boarding passes to present passengers with identification documents only...hence, we managed to obtain 4 passes leaving Hamim & Mukmin behind as we don't have their ICs...next, we went to have a light breakfast at the Oldtown Kopitiam LCCT outlet...
we entered the boarding area at 915am and off we go...weehooo...i sat next to Hamim and slept all the way... we arrived safely at Kuching International Airport and was greeted by Khairool's friends...

they drove us to Serapi Restaurant for a quick lunch...we had 'Mee Kolok' - our first Sarawak delicacy...hurmm...not bad...next, we had a tour around Kuching town and we stopped by Kuching Waterfront...we took a perahu ride across the river from the Water Front to Pengkalan Sapi...the weather was very hot and we were a bit disappointed when knowing that we were not allowed to enter the late Brooke's residence...anyway, we posed nearby and got some great shots...this is the new Sarawak State Assembly Hall building:our next stop is Jong's Crocodile Farm where the famous Bujangs are keep...alas, we missed the feeding session scheduled at 3pm...we were 30 minutes late...i guess there are about 300+ of crocodiles and alligators there...wow...however, i'm not fond of them and i dislike the stench...most of the time, the reptiles were acting like stones - very hard, no reaction at all - staring into space...we tried to make them move by throwing pebbles...hoyeah...they just lay still...

later on, we went to the breeding cages...and guess what?!! a simple trick to make them move is just to pour water onto their backs...ohh...now we know...

after spending about one hour at the farm, we then set to our destination - to Khairool's place...

we arrived at around 6pm and were treated toi early dinner...yeay...then, we're off to Khairool's grandma's house - our home for the night...

'Belulut' event - bride changing clothes + 'bersanding' accompanied by a hadrah group performance started right after Isya' prayer... Wir had three different theme costumes: Jawa Princess...

Maharani (Chinese opera)...

and PGL...the ceremony lasted until midnight with karaoke session and fireworks display...and that night, MU scores 2 - 0...yeay...early Sunday morning, we checked out from Khairool's grandma's house...we were lucky enough to catch the couple for snapshots just before they were escorted to Khairool's house...after having meals, it was photoshoot time:Wir & Khairool left for outdoor photo session giving us time to rest until 3pm...we thanked Khairool's family and bade farewell before we're off to Kuching town again...yeay...

we checked in at Harbour View Hotel and had our prayers...not so much time for lazing around, we went out at 7pm...we were looking forward for our seafood dinner at the famous Topspot Foodcourt a.k.a. Taman Kereta...a great 'makan' place...yeszza...we had coconut Longan drinks...so refreshing...and Mukmin treated us with 'Umai' - raw fish salad dish...and also 'Pansuh' - chicken cooked in bamboo with some sorts of leaves...what else aa?!!ohh...for rm30/pax, we got ourselves plain rice served with 2 sambal grilled fish (we had a stingray and a 1-sided fish), 2 bowls of mixed seafood tomyam soups, 2 plates of Japanese tofu in oyster sauce, 2 plates of fried omelettes, 1 plate of shrimp paste fried Midin (local green vegetable), i plate of battered deep fried squids, 1 plate of black pepper fried beef, 1 plate of dried chillies grilled clam shells and 1 plate of lemon chicken...all are yummylicious and satisfying...we even got discounted price and complimentary cut fruits...after dinner, we went strolling around...

to the famous action Cats Statues:and to Kuching Waterfront again:this time, we took a night perahu cruise...

most of the shops were already closed by 9pm...sigh~~~

out of the blue, we spotted a local Orang Ulu playing the traditional musical instrument - 'Sape'...we started our final day in Kuching by having a McDonald's breakfast since we don't want to risk ourselves eating at non-proven kosher local eateries...after breakfast, we went our separate ways as per discussion...the boys went to Satok local market to get salty Terubok fish while the girls went to Dayang Salhah's Sarawak layer cake factory...i bought a dozen Sarawak layer cakes with various flavours for family and friends...among my favourites include Blueberry Cheese layer, Rainbow Ice Cream layer and Chocolate Almond layer...on our way back, we met Marissa & Nik at the jetty...

we met back at Kuching Waterfront at around 10am...then, we started our souvenir lookouts...as usual, i bought T-shirts for my siblings, niece and nephews...what i bought for me? - a beaded red purse, a white stone bangle and 3 stone necklaces (orange, red and green)...

next is lunch time at Moly's Place located just behind our hotel...some of us had Sarawak Laksa and some opt for Nasi Ayam Penyet...after lunch, Is, Anoi & Cok took their leave as their flight to Kota Kinabalu was scheduled at 2pm...by this time, all of us also checked out but were thankful to Raf and friends who let us to leave our baggage in their room since they extended their check-out time...

hurmm..to kill time, Shim, Dewi, Hamim & Mukmin went for a movie outing...nice, eh?!!hahahaha...unforgettable?!!they watched ' Jangan Tegur'...Nadh and me went shopping again...yeay...at 4pm, we met at Kuching Waterfront for our tea time snacks...we had Waterfront burgers and hotdogs...we bumped into Erin and her fiancee...Yang Yang...hakhak...

at 6pm, we took 3 taxis to the Kuching airport...after check-in process, we went for a lepak session at Only Mee...here, i had Sarawak Laksa again...Khairool & Wir came to join us...thank you sweet couple :)

we arrived safely back in KL nearly 12pm...there goes my wonderful, memorable Kuching weekend trip...woouuuhhh...happy...happy...

...niza's engagement ceremony...

on labour day, the DGAs were invited to Niza's engagement ceremony at her residence in Taman Melawati...

we arrived early at Niza's to witness her make-up session...here are some gedix pictures taken in Niza's preparation room upstairs:at around 4pm, Niza was officially engaged to lucky Dz...yeay... the rings (1 'merisik' ring & 1 engagement ring):the happy couple and us...

all ended well...congratulations to Niza & Dz!

...my sweet 18 gala dinner pictures...

...eyes age...

I should not be writing about this dilemma but writing makes me forget and I feel free…

On 28 April 2009, I went for my regular eyes check-up at TTMC…my eyes stress level this time were reported as off-balance – right eye reads 18 while left eye at 14…normal stress reading should be at 16…next, Lina (Dr Tan’s assistant) conducted light test where my eyes were to chase blinking lights generated randomly within a special light test machine…from there, Lina captured my eyeballs images using the attached camera at the machine itself…

My results were unsatisfactory…Dr Tan prescribed me with a new set of eye drops and scheduled for OCT plus CCT scans at PCMC for the following day…

So, early Wednesday morning, after I bade farewell to Sharling (thank you dear for the Traders 2-nights sleep in), I went to have my breakfast at Rasa… I had my usual rice porridge accompanied by a ‘butterfly’ char kuey…

At 9 am, I took a cab to PCMC…my appointment was scheduled at 930 am…arriving at PCMC’s ophthalmology/ortorhinolaringology department, I was placed as a second patient of the day…

The objectives of both OCT/CCT scans are to measure the thickness of my corneas as well as to track the location of my damaged optic nerves…the scans were conducted twice each time, which totaled up to 16 scans (8 times per eye)…I felt a little bit dizzy and at one time, my left eye became too dry…hence, the nurse had to apply eye drops in order to moisten it…

After waiting for about 15 minutes or so, I was directed to meet Dr Tan in her office…my scan results were not what I would like to listen…although it is not something cancerous that may spread over time but I came to know that my eyes condition has worsen…

It turned out that my quarter blind left eye now is the better eye, compared to my non-blind right eye in terms of the distribution of cornea thickness and the severity of optic nerves damages…Dr Tan’s verdict indicated that I may go blind if not treated properly…

My eyes were below par according to my age…at 26, my corneas are already thinning…they were supposed to be 85 but from the scans, my right eye: 49 while my left eye: 58…I should be worried laa…ohh…my…ohh…my…

Later I told Dr Tan the name of medication I took to curb my chest pain (taken when necessary during my accident recovery period)…she was surprised as the pills are actually non-steroidal…the same goes to the rubbing cream I used…She then concluded that my body might be the inner culprit which generate the stress agents attacking my optic nerves inadvertently…more tests are needed to confirm this statement…

Apart from that, Dr Tan’s suspecting my family genetics to be the root cause…however, I mentioned to her that none of my siblings have anything to do with vision problem…only I’m the one who wears spectacles in the family…actually, she’s being concern as my close family members might have glaucoma too but is left unnoticed…that’s why the disease is also known as ‘the silent thief of sight’…

The final blow came up when Dr Tan popped up this very question to me…

“Aliza, I see that you’re single.”
“Ahh yes, doctor.Why?!!”
“When are you getting married?”
I just grinned and she continued,
“Let me just inform you that for this 1st line therapy, you might not be able to conceive for 2-3 years.”
“Owh…OK.”
“Ermmm, never mind laa.Once you get married, then we’ll look out for solutions. For now, make sure you’re constantly happy or otherwise, I’m quite worried laa. When you’re stress, you might stumble or fall down as currently you’re off balance.”

Then our conversation moved on to my profession and this worries her too…

“How frequent do you need to go offshore?”
“Occasionally.”
“I’m afraid that might be dangerous laa.”

Ohh…my…ohh…my…

I should be worried…but I’m NOT…is this a good sign?

I guess so…it helps me not to feel I am sick…

But still, how would I know my eyes stress is under control?

It is quite a challenge to maintain my happiness…

HAPPY all the time…

Don’t worry, be HAPPY…

Hohoho…

Smile…Yeay…

I smile…I’m HAPPY…I want to SEE~~~

...jangan kau lepas...

Peluklah diriku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakannya

Bila kau tak di sini

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah sempurna

Ku takkan pernah merasakanmu

Bila kau tak di sini

Oh...Izinkan aku

Berlutut mengharap kau 'tuk kembali

Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali

Dan kembali

Dan kembali lagi

Peluklah diriku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Peluklah diriku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ku takkan pernah tertawa

Ku takkan pernah bahagia

Ku takkan pernah merasakannya

Bila kau tak di sini

Oh...Izinkan aku

Berlutut mengharap kau 'tuk kembali

Izinkan aku berharap dirimu kembali

Dan kembali

Dan kembali lagi

Peluklah diriku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku

Dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Peluklah diriku
Dan jangan kau lepaskanku
Dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Peluklah diriku
Dan jangan kau lepaskanku
Dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Peluklah diriku
Dan jangan kau lepaskanku
Dan jangan kau lepaskanku darimu

Ho..ho..ho..ho..

...ryan's rim hunting...

yesterday, i went ryan's rim hunting with my brothers - Jemi and Baby Adik...we went to 7 tyre service centres all around Klang...this is actually my birthday present for myself...yeehaaa!yeay...yeay...

my brothers have helped narrowing down my options...thank you guys...we went looking for 17" Honda Type R white-coloured rims / Advanti Maze-R (with blue-coloured side lips) / Advanti S Limited Edition (copper-coloured lips) / Lenso alloy wheels...

my brothers' dream rims will always be the OZ ultraleggera series...we found out that second-hand OZ rims costs at least MYR3K++/set...

anyway, here are the outcome:

initial rim

new rim

Ryan then

Ryan now